I dream of dad today, i can't remember the exact dream, but out of it I was very sad, only thing i remembered was that dad was seated by my bed, i saw that his eyes are really failing him, and thought to myself "at least dad is alive, i'll take him to the doctor" . I thought about taking him to the doc a week before he passed, but got too lazy and did not do it, thinking that i have alot more time, and i was wrong.
Doven was crying when i awake from the dream, i made him some milk and when lying down again couldn't help that my tears started to flow, that woke amy. She was concerned and comforted me, she said she was very sad for me, i know i had been a bad son, i didn't realise that dad was a test of my compassion, now, no acheivements could comfort me.
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